Hesitate...

Again... again... again...
this time i must resign from this company.. really... fed up!
actually i plan want wait take bonus then resign.. but i scare if after take bonus then resign, worry that boss wont let me resign...
because not only i want resign.. malay colleague.. audit colleagues... aikz...
recently, nothing to do in office... boring like hell...
got one Pakistan client want us help his company to apply company number... ok.. fine.. i did for him...
boss told me that ask client make a payment 1st then we will process the company number... what my boss told me and i just told to client...
BUT.. client said to my boss.. I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING... OMG!!
after that, boss said that if i already finished the Pakistan client things, just give him and he will give client sign..
BUT... when i already finished, he asked me give client sign.. the client's shop at Mutiara...
the problem is i dont know how his look.. got how many people inside de shop...
then malay colleague and i went to mutirara... then we tried to find the shop...
we dont know where's de shop.. we asked security guard... that guard said upstair.. will bring us go that place.. just write our name inside de book as record..
then got one group of Bangladesh come over and said they also know... bring us go...
if both of us stupid like hell, both of us gone...
if we shout out HELP, is it let them heard only?? brainless boss...
if something happened to us, who will responsible?
hate this company alot!!!!!!!!
plan want resign 1st then find job... cause i want leave this company as soon as possible...
today i try to give tips to my colleague who fetch me back home..
she said that dont so stupid.. take bonus then resign.. adui... nobody will know my feeling....
how??? teach me please... ><
give me some ways or advices to me please... ><

im so scare that boss say something to me... i need a recorder to proof myself that i didnt do wrong...
God, please show me the way and give some tips / advices to me... i really need it...
God bless me...