CNY 2011 & work

quite so long din update my blog...
so fast CNY gonna finish.. i dont want... i still want CNY...
this year get less angpao but enjoyed the CNY too...
get fun at hometown and kl... gambling... :)
got win also got loss... but what's funny was the progress...
especially at hometown.. my er shu and dad loss money for us when gambling... :p
can i get back this feeling again??
this CNY so short coz this year start class and work so early..
everyone still in holiday mood.. me too..
this CNY got went to ex colleague's house bai nian.. gambling at there too.. :p
sang k with my frens... so miss CNY leh... (although now CNY too)
but i want get back nian 30 that kind of feel...
I WANT CNY FOREVER!!!! XD



i dont want start my work and keep thinking want change job...
y??? i dont know my mind always keep think want change job or this job not suit for me...
but what i can do is TAHAN..... i give myself 6 months at this company....
what i dislike is y boss keep think / expect we know everything...
we dont know de things, give black face and haih me... wtf...
halo, i still new there... and i dont know everything... company tax and audit... still new...
although at there already 1++ months, but i still blur blur at there... the senior just taught us 1 month and din tell us everything....
what we did that find ourselves... with de new malay...
how to say tat de malay got experiences of company tax before... so boss keep ask her do something about tax..
i want to learn something... not learn how to see ppl's face...
y?? can anyone tell me that expect me know everything and must know what de other colleague did what...
i also human.. i need to remember and think my things... still got time to see and think and know de other ppl did what at there...
this feel same with last company which i worked 2 days before... tat feeling is coming back...
hard to say de stress feeling... i got told my colleague that feel want quit... but my colleague who malay said that dun think -ve 1st... try my best to do... just need careful when do something..
i know that.. so tats y i need tahan at there... i tell myself that i must tahan there at least 6 months...
if i still not suit with this company, i will quit it and find another job...
this problem i told my frens and family...
my frens said that i should change this job jor lar since my boss so kira and this and that... but i told them tat im just start there 1++ month only.. havent learn all of things..
my family said that change job again?! just start work only... keep work 1st, if not suit, then change it ba...

i hope that i can tahan at there in 6 months... GOD BLESS ME!!!