thinking...

now my mind keep think that want resign and try at commercial company or not....
haih... till now i just fan this pro... gonna mad soon...
this company can let me learn audit and tax... but what i think is boss and colleagues...
boss, please don't expect that i know everything... everyone also need a chance to learn it... just depends on the people who wanna give de chance or not....
colleagues, although im not close with u all, but u all give me feeling is audit department is audit department...
maybe i cant join u all... just sit there... listen what u all 8, chit chat at there.... when lunch, just tumpang eat only...
really nothing i can talk with u all... not like last company... chit chat till noisy... give other colleague complaint... :p
this pro i oledy told my frens... conclusion is their opinion : change job... tell the pro to my boss...
i hope so.. i really hope that i can change job and tell de pro...
but what i think is maybe boss try to test me?! or push me to learn more things?!
but my family opinion is ask me tahan 1st... be patient at there... dont keep think want change job....
i know that... i also hope i dont keep change job... but what i feel, they hard to feel... dont know how to describe my feeling...
here i think i will tahan till 6 months at there... there i think that i want throw resignation letter to boss...
omg... i think i gonna mad liao... aaarrrgghhhhh~~~~~
GOD BLESS ME!!!
i keep feel the speechless stress... is hard to me... beh tahan ar...
this few days i keep 3am++, 4am++ or 5am++ wake up... y i wake up?? i also dont know...
but if keep like that, i scare i will get mental pro... aikz.... >.<
what should i do?? if want keep learn audit and tax, then i need tahan....
if i really cant tahan, resign it ba... dont care who jor...
but i really unhappy when work at there... keep think the pro... or keep think scare give my boss scold...
aaarrrgghghhhh.... help me... i need a people give me a good advice... the way... for me.... >.<