emo?!

this few days i felt very emo in office... since tat time boss rejected my annual leaves, i felt that he start "play" with me.. keep ask me do this and that... ok.. fine.. i did for him.. tried my best...
what i can say is i never due with that client.. so im trying to learn it... try to do de tax...
i know sometimes im stupid, but im just need a chance to explain to YOU... STUPID...
everytime i want explain, YOU keep say YOU KNOW YOU KNOW....
halo, YOU r not me... so YOU duno what i did it... what de client said to me, im just say it back to YOU...
but YOU din give me a chance to speak it out...
leaves YOU oledy not approve, chance YOU also duwan give me to explain...
just let me EMO pls.... im just want speak it out... im just mang zhang myself only...
but today before went back home, i gave all de files which i did... im asking what n how to do....
YOU no need use that f***k voice talk to me.... damn hate it!!!!!
since that clerk suddenly took emergency leaves, YOU no need lepas geram on me....
y always i kena lepas geram 1???? who can tell me????
i realize that what i put n give him, sure got timing pro.... wtf....
ok... today i give sk say.... im just complain what i felt it only.... im just need lepas geram by say it out....
but she said me that I HAVE TOO BAD TEMPER...
i get shocked that what she said like that to me....
im just speak it out what i felt only.... im not like u all.... wanna act cry infront of him??
useless la... tat STUPID MAN dont have heart 1... say something without using his brain...
damn hate him!!!!!!!!!!! aaaarrrrggghhhhh.....
i really dislike what sk said me like that... ppl who know me, know me bad temper... ok.. this is truth...
i really bad temper... but at outside, im just lepas geram by speak it out only....
i din lepas geram on u all.... im just need a ppl who understanding me only..
really.. im just need it.... others i dun care.... now i feel that i just can treat sk as fren...
not really in my BEST FRENS list... i think she still not understanding me....
i think there really have more ghosts than human... cant say alot.... coz all will learn it back to other ppl what v said....
i think maybe i will change job to commercial line... better than firms?!
who knows?? depends on LUCK....
before he ask me sign the confirmation letter, i think i need think carefully??
what i think is he not puas hati that he give me that salary... haih.. i duno...
God, please teach me what should i do.... please~~~