not understanding...

Can i know what's the meaning of Annual Leave and Relative??
haih... feel hurt leh.. why???
because 1st time i applied leaves rejected by boss.... ><
but i applied leaves for accompany my grandma go funeral... not HOLIDAYS....
why?? im just using my annual leaves only... is it this time remind me that i can not apply leave face to face with boss??
is it want make me take Emergency Leave like that clerk did to boss??
but i think i really dont have fate with boss.. previous company also like that.. this company also like that....
i oledy did my works... not i didnt do... apply leave also need give good reason for boss...
other colleague apply leave also dun have "procedure" la.... UNFAIR~~~
grandma's relative not my relative?? then that call what??
im just wanna to ask boss that is it he dont have relatives??
dont just think he got social life and bla bla bla... we also human.. we also have social life....
y just tell me dun sharp sharp go back home??
as i know, my working hour is 8.30am till 5.30pm... sure i wont stay for ot... no ot claim...waste my time at there for what...
i think that secretary got something... perli me somemore.... aarrrgghhhh...
im just do my job and go back late bit only... haih.. dont know how to describe my feeling now....
im just feel geram that 1st time apply leaves rejected by boss and boss thought im going for holidays...
haih... i hate him so much.... ><
start feel unhappy in this company jor.. nonono.. never feel happy pun.. hahahhaha....
i dont know there geh colleagues are human or ghost... cant talk alot at there... T.T
takkan i need keep my suck feeling meh?? today i feel very....... geram... n feel keep inside my heart and hide my feeling tat feel... really SUCK!!!!
need a place to explore it out.... @.@